Tuesday, 18 December 2007

Why is it always about someone else?

At the moment life is quite interesting.  I am feeling as though I am doing things for everyone else rather than for me (Is that being selfish?).  I wonder if I am being too nice?  Being supportive of other people is always important to me but I am finding that it is getting me down at the moment.  Lots of people are taking from me but very few are doing any giving.  So hence writing it here so it makes me feel better about what I am doing and how I am feeling.  On facebook, friends suggest I am most generous.  That's all well and good but I am getting fed up of being that.  Is it ok to feel like that?  I think it is!

1 comment:

Kellee said...

You are not selfish, it is ok to want people to be concerned and interested in you. You know I understand, I am that person too. We are too nice to say anything and carry on being that 'reliable' person to the point where it is expected and when you need it to be about you, they don't know how!! It sucks and you feel used and drained to the point you say, nope had enough, but don't have the balls to follow it through!! You are one of my very bestest friends, you are right you are pickey, and a whole lot of other things (hahah :-)) all things that make you, and I love you for them all. I hate that you are feeling this way and there is not a lot I can do, but tomorrow is my last day, so I will call you very soon :-) Take care, go and buy yourself something nice :-) xx